I don’t want my children to grow up like
me | It’s too soul destroying – it’s a
mocking disease – a wasting disease |
Somedays I wake up with love still alive |
I want to go to sleep but I cannot close
my eyes – I cannot close my eyes
 
I can’t fight this war anymore | Time to
surrender time to move on | So line up the
firing squads | Kiss goodbye to what you
want | Go with the flow go home go home |
You can’t keep on struggling when you’re
alone – when you’re alone
 
This sullen welsh heart | It won’t leave –
it won’t give up | The hating half of me |
Has won the battle easily
 
The act of creation saves us from despair |
A phrase that keeps repeating in my head –
repeating in my head | It’s not enough too
succeed others must fail | My unhappy
mantra I wish I could escape – I wish I
could escape
 
I can’t fight this war anymore | Time to
surrender time to move on | So line up the
firing squads | Kiss goodbye to what you
want | Go with the flow go home go home |
You can’t keep on the struggle when
you’re alone – when you’re alone
 
This sullen welsh heart | It won’t leave –
it won’t give up | The hating half of me |
Has won the battle easily
 
This sullen welsh heart | It won’t leave –
it won’t give up | The hating half of me | Has
won the battle easily | The battle easily